No remedies here. I was struggling with this process of the virus. This is the first time I have ever spoken up a about it. I'm 26 soon to be 27 and I have herpes. That felt good to admit , I have dealt with this since I was 16. I did this to myself, I was promiscious and I trusted too many. Next thing you know I was on the toliet screaming. The Obgyn diagnosed me with herpes, and a list of other STIs that was treatable.
I couldn't wrap the herpes concept around my head, I was young and so stupid. I admit that I have had unprotected sex in the past and I didnt notify my partner. No one can be beat me up more about this issue then me. The guilt rides me like a heavy burden and I feel bad about the people that I may have infected.
For a while I was depressed and I didn't tell a soul except my Mom and Ill tell you later why she's a blessing herself. But, I was down until this very day. I'm single, no kids, college educated and so much to offer but I didn't think that I could find real love, have a family and kids. My mom was and has been my biggest supporter she is the one that says I Can do it, love is there, keep fighting.
How can I not take her wisdom, she is fighting HIv. How Ironic for a herpes and a HIV fighter to be in the same household. My mom is and will always be my greatest inspiration. If it wasn't for her I would have ended along time ago.
I would like to thank all of you for your stories , I stayed up all night reading them. With tears in my eyes I realized I'm not alone and you don't understand how lonely I felt sometimes, I couldn't understand why I was cursed for something I did as a child/teen. I felt worthless thru all my aaccomishments, I didn't feel like a woman. But again thanks for the remedies and success stories.
I don't get BOs a lot, when I do it's around my period and I just wait it out....it's hard but hearing some of the remedies I will try once it starts again.
Sometimes If I'm having sex from the back it hurts, so I'm guessing that's my infected area. I noticed that when I'm stressed I do beak out so I'm starting today on that.
I do discharge a lot, I hate it. Any suggestions? My Obgyn is like the others it seems she blows me off every time I talk to her about it.
But I Love y'all for this blog, I was serious about giving up and this blog just gave me so much life, I feel so much better today, for the first time in life IM Happy TrULY Happy!!!!!